The Missed Step
By Edward J Heffernan III
Sometimes I wonder if Piggy Pendlebury
ever came back.
What had happened is still fresh in my
mind although it happened several decades ago when I was in the fifth grade. At
the time I was a student at Our Lady of Mercy catholic school. What city it was
in does not really matter, granted enough to say that it was like most cities
anywhere at the time. A cold gray jumble of buildings and sidewalks with cracks
in them that led to more buildings. I am sure you have been inside a city. You
know what they are like. Some buildings are new and shiny, but lurking between
them were the old squat brick and cinderblock buildings left over from a time
when the design of function was preferred over form.
It took place some time in the mid
1980’s. I do not remember the year exactly. However the Image of the building
that housed Our Lady Of Mercy is still as fresh in my mind as if I had walked
by it yesterday. The building was originally built in the twenties. It housed a
factory that made wooden spools for electrical cables. At the time America was
thirsting for wires that spun across its face. Wires to bring power, wires to
bring news, wires to bring heat and light. However once the Second World War
came around there was a severe shortage of copper in the country, most of it
being diverted for the war. Copper that was destined to bring electricity to
homes and business instead ended up in the brass ammunition shells that, once spent,
sank into the mud of lands far away. With the need for wire at it's lowest, the
spool factory eventually went out of business.
The building sat empty for a decade or
more and then was bought up by a developer with a keen eye. He partitioned the
building up into two separate stories, and rented them out accordingly. The
section on the bottom floor became a dance studio for giggling young girls in
leotards who were governed by a sternful dance teacher who had a deep accent
that I could never quite place. The upstairs and the dozen rooms found within
became the classrooms for Our Lady of Mercy School.
The school itself is relatively
unimportant to this story. I'll quickly say that a nun ran it by the name of
Sister Marge Scarpone. A solid and stern woman who was probably no more than
forty or fifty but to my young age seemed as old as Moses himself. The Nuns at
my school never hit the children. I had seen in movies that showed nuns
slapping knuckles with a big heavy wooden ruler. No, no hitting happened in Our
Sister Of Mercy, however the Nuns did pinch. Talk out of line or snicker at the
wrong moment and a nun would materialize behind you and have your neck or
earlobe or any loose fleshy skin that might be exposed at the moment firmly
clenched between two bony fingers.
Sister Marge Scarpone was the worst. She
had a thumbnail that she never cut, and if she pinched you it would leave a
deep half-moon impression branded upon our young skin. Randy Kyle had once made
the mistake of calling it the 'Mark Of The Best' within earshot of Sister Marge
and had spent the rest of the school year scrubbing out the toilets in every
bathroom in the building, much to the amusement of the old black janitor who I
only knew as Mr. Mack.
No, the nuns and the school are not
important to this story. What is important are the steps that led up to the
second story where the school was housed. They were not an original part of the
building; rather the developer who had halved the building into two separate
compartments added them later. The dance studio below, which had once housed
the spool construction floor, had relatively high ceilings. Rather than adding
a twisting flight of steps the developer had instead poured a single solid
flight up steps on the side of the building that led up to the second floor.
The steps themselves were short and steep and often gave some people a sense of
vertigo unless the clutched the steel handrail provided. There was nothing
special about the steps. A cold and gray slab of concrete that I must have
climbed up and down a thousand times before.
It all happened during my third year at
Sisters Of Mercy. Like most kids that went there I only lived a few blocks away
and thus walked to school in the morning, rain or shine. It was not very fair
and it was a more or less safe part of town, so my parents never thought twice
about letting me go.
However, that was before the kidnappings.
The first kid to go was a pasty kid by
the name of David Levermann. I knew him personally although he was no true
friend. He had been in my classes in the past and of course I had played with
in various games on the fenced in playground found behind the building. The
only thing particularly memorable about him was once during a science lesson he
inexplicitly yelled out 'BALLS!' just before he projectile vomited all over his
desk and the poor kid who sat in front of him. A mild case of the stomach flue,
but it had been the talk of the school for a week afterwards and cries of
'BALLS!' would often ring out in the hallway much to the distress of the nuns
that ran the place.
David had disappeared one day on his way
to school. His parents had sent him off in the morning but had simply never
made it to school. Although his immediate family was distraught, it did not
cause a whole lot of buzz in the city. Perhaps he wandered away, or perhaps he
was kidnapped. At any rate it seemed to be an isolated incident.
They decided to start up the buddy system
once the second boy disappeared. Liam Asby was his name, and by some twist of
fate he was the very boy that David had vomited on the prior year. He too left
for school one day and them had simply never shown up. Most parents were
distraught had had begun taking their children to school themselves. However
many parents were simply too busy to add on the extra time to their schedules
and thus during one particularly heated PTA meeting the buddy system was
invented.
The concept was simple... Students that
lived close together would meet up and walk together in the morning. I
personally never saw the logic in it, I suppose it was to dissuade each other
from getting into a car belonging to a stranger offering candy, or if one of
the buddies actually got kidnapped that they would be able to report the
description of the kidnapper to the police. Regardless the nuns and the parents
nodded wisely to each other and shook hands and decided the buddy system was a
fine idea indeed.
That is when I first met up with Piggy
Pendlebury. Piggy was not his real name of course, but during our first year at
our Lady Of Mercy one of the nuns had decided to read to the class 'The Lord of
the Flies'. Thinking back on it I suppose this was a bit of a strange thing to
be reading to fresh new students in a catholic school. I suppose the nun
thought that if the story’s boys had the fear of the Lord in them then they
would have never ended up in the mess they were in. Regardless when the nun got
to the point of the story that described the boy named Piggy, all the eyes in
the class had rotated to poor Gavin Pendlebury who shrank in his seat under
their gaze.
The book had described him to a T. Pasty,
pudgy with a large round pair of spectacles and a soft mop of brown hair. And
like the story, Piggy was smart. Not clever or witty or artistic, but smart in
the mathematical sense. Numbers seem to flow through him like music out of a
piano. It made the rest of the children suspicious and uncomfortable. It even
made some of the nuns uneasy. I suppose in a different school and at a
different time in a different city his gift would have been nourished and he
would have had his own classroom for smart kids with clever tutors and advanced
books.
However, Piggy had no parents to fawn
over his gift. He never knew who his father was and his mother was a heroin
addict who one day wandered off to California. Piggy lived with his
grandmother, a great sweaty bulk of a woman whose daily wear was a floral green
MuMu and who rarely ventured far from her television. She lived off a court
settlement she had reconceived years earlier when she had gotten a bad case of
food poisoning from a well-known fast food chain. Rather than go to court they
had set her up with a tidy sum, and as long as she did not much more than squat
in front of the television and pay the rent than she was set for life.
Considering the woman’s considerable bulk and the fact the settlement would
have been for food poisoning would have been humorously ironic if it was not so
strikingly sad.
Thus Piggy sat during the math hours,
staring off into space and daydreaming and easily completing every math problem
and exam that was placed in front of him. In all his years in the school he had
never missed a single math problem. Ever. Once when he was walking down the
hall and some students had tripped him for their own petty amusement, his book
bag had spilled open and out flopped a book with the title of 'MATH PROBLEMS
FOR RAINY DAYS'. No one in the school could believe such a book had actually
been written, much less being thoroughly thumbed and enjoyed.
So that was Piggy. I knew who he was, but
like most of the other kids I did not associate with him. Thus it came as a bit
of a shock that one chill autumn morning when he was assigned to be my walking
buddy.
I still remember that day clearly. I was
slouched in my chair fiddling with a pencil as Sister Marge Scarpone read off
the buddies to be paired up from a list she clenched in her hand. I wonder know
if she had left her mark of the beast in that crisp sheet of typing paper.
"And finally, " She said,
"Kyle Miller will be teamed up with Gavin Pendlebury"
For a brief moment I had no idea who she
was talking about until I saw the eyes of my fellow students bounce back and
fourth between me and Piggy. I had no idea that he had even lived that close to
my house. Although this would do little to help my playground rep, there was
nothing I could do about it. I decided right then and there that if I was
forced to walk with him, then fine. But once we reached the steps of the school
I would be away and on my own. They were doing it for our protection; I was not
getting married for Christ sakes.
Idle thoughts, I suppose. Randal Casner,
a rat faced boy who sat in front of me twisted around in his seat and hissed at
me "Looks like you got a new boyfriend. You are going to have to tell me
what bacon taste like." I considered stabbing him in the back of his head
with my pencil, but instead I simply let out a resigned sigh and sunk into my
seat.
And so it began that I started walking to
school with Piggy. Every morning he would meet me at the corner outside of my
parent’s brownstone apartment building and we would trudge on off to school.
The first couple day’s Piggy kept his eyes locked on the pavement before him,
and I in turn offered him nothing in they way of conversation. He understood that I was as an unwilling
participant in this act as he was, and did not want to do anything to provoke
me. This suited me just fine.
However after the first week I began to
notice that Piggy muttered under this breath as he walked. Curious, I strained
to hear what he was saying. It sounded like he was counting. "One, two,
one, two, FOUR, one two, one two FIVE." and so on.
At first I tried to ignore it but after a
couple days it began to drill on my nerves, and in a fit of exasperation I
barked out "What the hell are you counting?"
Piggly looked up, startled, and a flush
crept across his cheeks. "I can't help it, " he said. "I count
things. Steps I take. The number of cracks I see in the sidewalk. How far I am
from home and how far it is to the school."
"Why?" I asked in a puzzled voice.
I had counted a few things myself, to be honest. But never in the almost
religious way that Piggy droned on.
"I do not know," he admitted.
"Its just something I have done for as long as I can remember. It's almost
as if I have to."
He paused a moment and then spoke on.
"It’s not just walking. I have to count books. I have to count how much
change is in my pocket. When I lift a spoonful of cereal out of the bowl and
look at it on my spoon, I have to calculate just how many grams of cereal there
is before I place it in my mouth. It's almost as if I don’t count it, it
somehow makes it... less real."
I mulled that over for a moment and then
said "Piggy, you are one screwed up kid. "
"I know." he said miserably,
and then fell into silence as we continued on to school.
True to my vow I parted ways with Piggy
as soon as we reached the top of the flight of stairs that led up the side of
the building. Every morning we would march on up to the top while Piggy huffed
under his breath "One. Two. three. Four..." and so on as he counted
the number of steps.
There were twenty-eight steps on that
flight of stairs. I know, not only because I heard Piggy huff them out every
morning, but I had once counted them myself.
And so it went for a couple of weeks. I
would meet Piggy, listen to him count under his breath on the way to school,
listen to him count the number of steps up the stairs, and then we would part
our ways.
But then something happened. It was a
cold morning, autumn was coming to an end and the first signs of a blustery
winter was blowing through the streets and alleys, stirring up cold dust devils
of street trash and city grime. We had just arrived at school and were huffing
up the flight of stairs. I had tuned out Piggy’s counting, my mind instead
thinking about my birthday that was arriving the next month, and the sweet
skateboard I was going to ask for. I was not sure how I was going to ride to
school on it with Piggy trudging next to me. Perhaps he could jog. I glanced at
his quivering bulk as he made his way up the stairs. He could use it, I
decided.
We had reached the top of the stairs and
I turned to give Piggy a little cursory salute before I headed on my way. I
turned and stopped in my tracks because Piggy’s face was pale and his mouth was
hanging open and he was gasping even more than normal. He looked like he had
seen a ghost.
"Piggy," I asked, a little
concerned despite myself. "What is it? You look sick."
Piggy’s mouth worked silently for a
moment and then he sputtered out "There were thirty two steps, Kyle!"
"There are twenty eight steps."
I said. "You count them every morning."
I Know!" he said "But today
there were thirty two steps!"
"So, you miscounted." said. The
conversation was starting to strike me as stupid.
Piggy looked shocked at my suggestion.
"I NEVER miscount!" he whined out.
Exasperated at this point, I simply said,
"Piggy. You are a an idiot." And I turned my back on him and headed
to my homeroom.
That incident with Piggy was quickly
shoved to the back of my mind because the school was abuzz. Another boy had
gone missing. And not just any boy, oh no, this time it was Aaron Hemberger.
Aaron was the schools prized athlete.
He had been born to fairly wealthy parents, and handsome to boot. The
girls in the dance studio below often rushed to the window to watch him walk by
and let out dreamy sighs and thought out pubescent fantasies. Aaron was gone.
Aaron had been kidnapped. The cream of the crop had been culled.
It turned out that Aaron’s walking buddy
had stayed home sick that day. His father, a lawyer, and been late for a court
date and suggested that Aaron simply head on to school. It had been weeks since
any other kids had vanished, and he figured that just one day of Aaron walking
to school in broad daylight next to a somewhat populated street would be OK.
Only Aaron had never showed up at school.
“He’s getting corn-holed.” Randal Casner
excitedly told me. “That’s what my uncle told me. Some pervert had kidnapped
Aaron and he has him in some cellar somewhere and he is getting corn-holed.”
The thought made me sick. “I think your uncle
corn-holes you, Randal.”
Randal’s face dropped. “That’s not funny,” he
sulked.
Yes, Aaron had vanished like the others,
but this time something was different. The police had actually caught footage
of the kidnapping from a security camera located on a bank across the street.
The footage was played on the evening news in hopes that some information of
the kidnapper could be gleamed from the public.
I still remember watching that footage.
It was during dinnertime at my house and I had been eating a second helping of
mashed potatoes. I loved mashed potatoes, and I loved my mothers deep brown gravy
that I liberally dosed it in. I was shoving spoonfuls of it into my mouth when
the news clip came on television.
I had some faint idea of what a child
molester should look like. I had seen the Different Strokes episode where the
bike shop owner had molested Gary Coleman’s friend. Perverts were older people,
dumpy, and usually lured kids into their lairs with sweet words and sweeter
candy. Nothing I had learned in the sitcoms prepared me for what I saw on that
television.
The footage was in black and white, and
grainy to boot as security cameras often are. In it you distinctly see Aaron
walking down the sidewalk. A few random cars passed by. Clearly the molester
could not lure him with candy because he already had a sucker stuck in his
mouth despite the early hours. You could see the stem of the sucker rotate from
one side of his mouth to the other has he walked down the sidewalk.
There was a large concrete column in
camera's view. It was part of the building just out of the cameras sight, an
old gray relic from yesteryear. And it is from behind that column that the
thing came out.
I use the word ‘thing’ because I hesitate
to use the word man. Yes, it was man shaped to be sure. It had a head and it
walked on two legs. But you could not tell much more about it. Its body was
completely swathed in rags. Whether they were once proper clothing or if he had
simply wrapped a sheet about itself that had decayed to tatters was hard to
tell. And it was huge. It had to have been at least seven feet tall. I do not
know how much of it's body was rags and how much was bulk, but what I saw was
considerable. Topped on a scale it must have been at least four hundred pounds.
I watched the grainy footage on television
with my mouth hanging open. Nothing had prepared me for this. The thing did not
call for Aaron, offer him sweets or suggest they go back to his bike shop.
Instead the thing shambled over, grabbed Aaron by the legs and swung him over
his shoulders like a sack of potatoes and then turned around and marched back
behind the concert column. It was quick and over in a matter of seconds. The
spoon I had in my hand clattered to the floor and my father who had been
watching the footage over the top of his newspaper uttered out a simple ‘Jesus
Christ’. I could only agree.
The next day at school the kids had
already given the thing a name. It was the Shambler.
Curiously enough, the video that was seen
on television seemed to have a calming effect on the adults. The kids were
nothing short of horrified of what seemed to be every closet and under the bed
monster come to life and stealing kids on the prime-time news. However, the
adults were relived. I heard sister Mary say "Oh, a man that size and that
filthy cant hide in a city this size for very long. Someone will spot him out
soon enough and the police will have him”.
Later that afternoon when it was time to
go home, Piggy was not in our usual meeting spot. I looked around and finally
found him squatting down on the flight of steps that led up to the school.
"What are you doing, Piggy." I
asked, annoyed.
"There were twenty eight steps
today, Kyle." Piggy said without looking up. "Yesterday there were
twenty seven, and the day before that there was thirty two."
Piggy looked up. He was holding a piece
of chalk in his hand. "The steps are changing, Kyle. They are appearing
and disappearing. And I have a hunch why."
I looked over Piggy’s shoulder and saw
that he had drawn a number of the corner of each step with a piece of chalk.
One, two, three, four... all the way up to the twenty seventh step.
"Piggy," I said," are you
expecting the numbers to change
tomorrow?"
Piggy stood up and dusted off the chalk
dust off his hands.
"I don't know Kyle. I guess we'll
find out tomorrow."
That night I sat glued to the evening
news. I was hoping the adults were right, and they would have caught the
Shambler sometime during the day. However, the police had no leads and the news
team had run the same security camera clip over again.
"They will catch him. " my
father said over his newspaper. "Heck, the only reason they had not caught
him yet is because he saw himself on the news and skipped out of town."
How I had wished that was true.
The next morning I met up with Piggy and
headed to the school. I had momentarily forgotten his obsession with the steps
until we reached them and he eagerly climbed up them, counting down the numbers.
He had only gone up a couple of steps when he turned to me and hissed out,
"Kyle. Look. Look."
I went up a couple of steps and looked
down. The chalk numbers were still on the steps where Piggy had drawn them.
One, two, three four... However, something was different.
There were two steps with the number four
written on them, one after another.
I felt the hairs rise on the back of my
neck.
"Piggy, someone is screwing around
with you," I said. "After we left yesterday someone erased the chalk
and put new numbers on the steps."
"No, Kyle." Piggy insisted.
"It's my hand writing. Besides,
Look
at the steps. Look at them."
I peered closer at the steps. Some
student long ago had spit out a piece of gum on the steps and it had flatten
and petrified and turned black from years of dirt and grime and rain. On the
step directly above it, the gum spot was duplicated. Exactly. Gum spots are
rather like snowflakes in that no two are the same size. These two were
identical to each other. On top of that on the far side of the step was a small
in the concrete. That crack was also duplicated on the step above it. The two
steps were identical.
I found this to be very eerie. If one of
Piggy’s numbers had simply disappeared, I would have chalked it off as someone
playing a trick, erasing the numbers. However the step duplicated was just too
perfect. Too perfect and too complex for a simple schoolyard prank. TO be
honest, I simply did not know what to make of it.
"Come on, Piggy," I finally
said. "We will be late for class.
Every morning for the next couple of
days, Piggy checked his steps. He had a little notebook he carried with them
that he wrote down the sequence in. Some days the number of steps would
duplicate. Sometimes the number of steps would shrink, and there would be a
number missing. One morning a totally new step appeared, one that did not have
a Piggy-inscribed chalk mark upon it. It disappeared the next day.
I really did not know what to make of it,
so I ignored it. Or I tried to. The hype with the Shambler was still going
strong. Randal claimed to have seen him one night shuffling through an alley
from his bedroom window, although few people believed him. Randal was known for
making up stories.
One day during lunch hour I was eating
the last couple of tater tots off my Styrofoam tray when Piggy suddenly sidled
up to me.
"Kyle," He hissed. "I have
to talk to you."
I was momentarily annoyed. It was one
thing to walk to school and back home again with him, because I was forced to
do that. It was a different matter altogether for him to be sitting at my lunch
table in front of my school friends. Piggy was not that bad, strange to be
sure, but I was not about to base my reputation on him.
"Piggy, get lost. " I hissed
back at him. "If you have something to tell me, tell it to me after
school."
Piggy look crestfallen, but he left.
After school that day I found Piggy
waiting for me at the top of the steps. He looked nervous and was anxiously
shifting his weight from one leg to the other.
"Piggy, what is it. What was so
important that you could not wait to tell me."
Piggy fumbled about in his back pack
until he found his little notebook."
"Kyle," he said, "I think
I know where the missing kids when."
"So do I." I said. " They
are off getting corn-holed by the Shambler. And we might too if we don't hurry
up and get home."
"NO!" Piggy shouted out with
such urgency that I took a step back. "Kyle, listen to me. I think I know
where the kids went. I think I know where the Shambler is. But it's not here,
or, at least it's not here as we know it."
Piggy opened up his notebook and showed
me a page scrawled with his handwriting. It was an equation of some sort. I
peered at it closer and sighed. It had Greek letters in it.
"Piggy, How am I supposed to
understand this? I am just learning how to multiply fractions. You are going to
have to explain it to me."
Piggy sighed in a way that annoyed me, a
condescending sigh. Finally he said, "OK, remember a few weeks ago when we
made the Mobius strips in class?"
I did. I thought they were pretty neat.
We had made a little loop of paper and drawn a line on each side. Then we had
made another loop of paper with a twist in it. This time the line we drew went
all the way around and met the line on the other side. I had been tickled by it
and had shown my father that night and he had been duly impressed.
"Think of the stairs of being like
that Mobius strip," Piggy said. "They LOOK straight... but they
aren’t. They are changing. The steps in the order they are now will lead to the
bottom of this staircase. But if we take the steps own... take the steps down
in the order they REALLY are... then they will lead...someplace else."
"To the Shambler. " I said.
"To the Shambler." Piggy
agreed. "At least, to where the Shambler is. You know how when we walk to
school we see cracks in the sidewalk? The cracks sometimes lead from one sidewalk
slab to another. I think something like that can happen to the world itself.
Cracks appear. They lead... somewhere else. But you can’t get into that
someplace else unless you know where the crack is and where it leads."
I was quiet, looking at Piggy."
Kyle," Piggy continued, "I
think the kids are there, on the other side of this crack. I think we can save
them. But I am not brave enough to go by myself. I need your help."
Did I believe Piggy? At that moment in
time? I cannot say. All I know is that he seemed deathly earnest. In the short
time I had known him I had never seen him so serious. I really did not know
that to say. Instead I said:
"OK Piggy, what do I have to
do."
A look of relief flashed across Piggy’s
face and he got to work. From his backpack he pulled another piece of chalk.
This time it was red. He ran down the steps, carefully counting each one off.
He then carefully consulted the formula he had scrawled out in his notebook and
carefully made his way up each step, scrawling a number. The numbers were not
in sequence… they skipped about, seemingly random to my eyes. Finally Piggy
reached the top step and scrawled out the last number.
"Those numbers count out how the
steps are aligned in that... Other place. If we follow them correctly, when we
reach the end we should not be at the bottom of the steps here. We should be...
elsewhere."
"How do we get back?" I asked,
intrigued despite myself.
"Well, once we reach that other
place, the steps with the red number on them will seem to be in sequence,
however the steps with the white numbers will seem jumbled. If you follow the
white numbers in sequence, it should lead back."
I nodded. That made sense. "Ok, lets
get going."
And so we went. Sometimes we had to go
down the stairs. Sometimes we had to take a couple steps back up. Once we had
to jump on the same step twice. Finally we came to the last step in the red
sequence.
It was a tricky step. The next number in
the red sequence was a good four steps down. We were going to have to jump. It
was really not far, not impossible, however jumping down steps is never a safe
thing to do. Piggy looked down and took a swallow.
"Kyle," he asked, "Just
for this last step will you hold my hand?"
"Piggy, don’t be gay."
"Come on Kyle, I am not sure I can
make it that far. It’s a long jump and I don’t want to fall.
I sighed. “OK, Piggy.” I agreed.
I took his hand in mine. It felt soft and clammy.
Taking a deep breath we jumped off.
We hit the last step with a hard thump.
To Piggy’s credit, he teetered a little, but he had not fallen. Once he had
steadied himself, I let go of his hand. And then I paused and looked around in
wonder. For something had changed.
The street and the building behind us
still looked more or less the same. However, it was as if a grimy filter had
been placed over my eyes. Everything looked washed out and a little silvery.
The buildings seemed to loom a little higher; the air seemed to be thicker.
Thicker and damper, for a very light yet noticeably hazy fog seemed to hang
over everything. Out in the street, a few old wooden wire-spools lay as if
tossed about like tumbleweeds. The wood of the spools was old and gray and
decaying.
It was quiet, too. Eerily quiet. Gone
were the ever-present ambient sounds of the city. No cars rolled in the
streets. No planes roared overhead. The chatter of children on the sidewalk and
people in the buildings had been nullified. It was deathly calm, and it
unnerved me greatly.
"Piggy..." I said in hushed
tones.
"We are here…" Piggy said, his
voice an equal mix of wonder and fear. "We made it through the
crack."
We stood there a moment, simply looking
around.
"Well, where do you think we should
start looking?" I asked.
Piggy thought a moment and then said,
"Remember the video that the police showed on television? How the Shambler
came out from behind that big column in front of that one building a couple of
blocks away? I think we should start looking there. I do not know for sure, but
I think somewhere around that pillar might be another crack. One like the steps
that we do not know about."
I did not have any better suggestions
myself, so I agreed and we started down the street. The strange colors and the
spectral silence of the place had caused a rash of goose bumps to break out on
my arms. Our footsteps echoed against the concrete buildings, and every step I
took sounded as loud as a gunshot. However, so far there did not seem to be
anyone to hear. We saw no cars, not even the ones that are normally parked on
the side of the streets. The windows of the buildings seemed dim and dark and
although my gaze lashed around furiously, not once did I spy out a face peering
out of a window or from behind a corner. It seemed to be appalling deserted.
I was just starting to get my nerves
under control when Piggy suddenly hissed out "Kyle! Some...Someone is
coming."
I peered down the sidewalk and sure
enough a block or so away a figure was slowly making its way towards us. It
seemed too thin to be the Shambler, but to be on the safe side I grabbed Piggy
by his collar and shoved him into a door alcove of the building next to us.
We stood there in silence, waiting. I
could hear my heart thundering in my chest and Piggy’s rasping breathing next
to me. After a moment of nothing happening, I dared to peek around the corner.
A figure was standing there. A figure so strange
that it took my brain a moment to grasp exactly what I was looking at. It was
human shaped, tall and reedy. And it was dressed in clothes, a vaguely gaudy
pinstriped suit that looked like something out of the thirties or forties. The
suit did not look like normal fabric. It seemed to have an odd sheen to it, as
if it was made out of some sort of shiny plastic. On top of it's head perched a
black fedora with a white band that had the same plastic-like sheen as the rest
of its suit. However... it's face…
It did not have a real face. It had what
looked like a flour sack with two eyes drawn on, two big circles with a couple
of little dots for pupils. It had two more lines drawn as little nose slits,
and no mouth. The figure was not moving; it just stood there, facing forward.
Then, to my horror, one of the drawn-on
eyes suddenly rotated and looked right at me, just one of them. Piggy must have
peered around the corner by this time because I heard a low moan of terror
escape from his lips. I was frozen in fear. All I could do was stare back.
The figure suddenly spun around three
times in quick succession, and then continued on down the sidewalk. It passed
us with out a second glance and drifted on its way. As I watched it recede I
realized that it had no feet. It simply drifted along, the empty sleeves of
it's pinstriped pants dragging on the ground.
We took a moment to regain our composure.
"I don’t think it means to hurt us,
" Piggy said. "I don’t even think it cares we are here. The rules of
this place seem to be, I don’t know, different."
"Maybe it did not care," I
injected, "Or maybe it's going to tell someone about us. Come one, let's
get moving.
We continued on the way we had been
going. Before long we came upon the building that hosted the large concrete
columns that the video had shown the Shambler coming out behind of. Up until
this point the buildings and sidewalks had been more or less like they were
back in our world. A little bigger, perhaps a bit grayer but pretty much the
same. The building that hosted the columns was different. To begin with, it was
a complete ruin. Most of the building seemed to have crumbled long ago. And it
did not seem to be the same building it had been in our world. What ever this
building was before it fell, it was monstrous. The blocks that had made up the
building seemed more like sandstone than concrete.
A great gash cracked opened the facade of
what was left of the building. A few midsize blocks of rubble were strewn about,
and a metal garbage can stood next to the opening. Within it a low fire burned,
throwing up choking black cloud of smoke.
Piggy and I looked at each other. This
could only be one place… the lair of the Shambler.
Cautiously we crept up to the opening.
We stood for a moment at the lip of the opening, simply listening. However it
seemed to be as calm and quiet as the rest of the city. We had come this far, I
thought. As quietly as we could, we stepped beyond the opening of the crack
into the darkness beyond.
Once in side we stood for a moment and
let our eyes adjust to the gloom. There was enough ambient light filtering in
for us to see, once we got used to it. The cave (I use that word because I
cannot think of any other word to describe it. The rock façade of the walls was
more cave-like than building-link.) Was actually rather shallow, though the
ceiling was very high and stretched off into the darkness. The floor was
littered with rubble and pieces of junk. Old cans, rusty wheeless bike frames,
chunks of lumber and discarded rags.
Piggy suddenly grabbed my arm.
"Kyle, look!" He hissed.
I turned my head to where he was
pointing, and off in the corner of the cave stood a cage. Dimly we could see
the shadow of a figure sitting within. Together we rushed through the gloom and
peered in. Sitting inside were Liam Asby and Aaron Hemberger. Liam was curled
up in a fetal position in the corner. Aaron looked up at us blearily as we
approached.
Aaron’s face was pale and his clothing
was rumpled and tattered. He looked at us without recognition for a moment, his
eyes darting back an forth between our faces. However, it was not mine that his
eyes finally settled on.
"Piggy?" he asked in an incredulous
voice. Aaron then scrambled to his feet. He reached down and shook Liam’s
shoulder. "Wake up!" he hissed in Liam’s ear. Piggy and Kyle are
here!"
Liam opened his eyes and then shuffled to
his feet. He looked even worse than Aaron. His face was a deathly ashen color,
and when he stood up his pants made a faint crackling noise. From the smell
that drifted off of him I realized his pants were stiff from dried urine. He
must have pissed his pants, probably more than once.
I looked at the door of the cage. To my
relief, it did not seem to have an actual lock. Instead a piece of copper wire
as thick as my finger had been wrapped around it, holding the door shut. It
would be impossible to bend the copper out of shape with our bare hands, but if
we had some sort of tool...
I peered around at the junk laying in the
gloom. Not far away I spied out a metal fence pole. Quickly I jogged over and
grabbed it. With Piggy’s help I was able to force it between two bands of
copper wire, and Piggy and I put our full weight behind it. We were rewarded
with a satisfying quailing creak as the copper bended. We could not remove the
wire altogether, but we did manage to force it open wide enough for the two
boys to squeeze out of the cage. Liam looked so relived I thought he was going
to piss himself all over again.
"Kyle, Piggy," Aaron said in
hushed tone. "What are you doing here? How did you get here? Where is here
for that matter? We can’t stay here, that thing..."
Piggy interrupted Aaron in a quiet voice.
“Aaron,” he said, “What happened to David?”
It was Liam who answered. He looked up
sharply, his eyes wide against his ashen face. “It…it...ATE him, Piggy. I saw
it. He did not even have time to scream, but I heard his bones crunch…”
We stared ate Liam in horror. I opened my
mouth to say something, but stopped when I noticed Liam was looking over my
shoulder. Dreading what I would see, I slowly turned around and stared at the
cave’s opening.
The Shambler stood there. We did not even
see it come in. It stood there, illuminated by the pale light that filtered in
from the outside. The little grainy video I had seen on television had done it
no justice. It was a hundred times more horrible in real life, a thousand
times. It seemed larger as well, a huge man shaped thing covered in dirty
burlap and rags. It stood there looking at us, and then it spoke.
I only heard the Shambler say one thing,
but it was enough. It did not speak like a person would. Instead is seemed to
swell up, sucking in the air not just from it’s mouth but from a thousand
unseen pores throughout it’s burlap shrouded body. When it spoke a word, it was
like the worlds oldest, dustiest accordion letting out a death wheeze.
“Booooyyyssss!”
We screamed. We ran. I have no memory of
those few moments, just a blinding red haze of fear. The only way out was past
the Shambler. Somehow we made it, although it was not through planning but
blind fear. Like mice in the kitchen when the light was turned on, we ran
around the only way we could. Somehow we made it outside.
When my sense came to me again, we were
outside, running down the sidewalk. The Shambler was behind us. We could hear
it running after us. It was taking large lazy strides and each time it’s foot
hit the pavement a dull echo boomed off the walls around us. We were fast, but
despite it’s great bulk the Shambler was faster.
Suddenly I felt a cold wet raindrop hit my
face, and then another. Apparently it rained in this world. A light drizzle was
starting to fall around us. Off in the distance I could still feel see the
Shambler after us. I could not only hear each booming footstep, I could feel it
in my chest. I looked over at Piggy who was doing a good job of huffing along
with us despite his weight. Piggy’s eye’s suddenly lit up in alarm.
“Kyle!” He huffed out between footsteps.
“The chalk!”
Suddenly it hit me. The way back to our
world through the steps was marked in chalk. We had to follow the exact reverse
sequence we had used to get here in the first place. That was not very hard to
do, since the steps were marked in chalk. However, if the rain came down any
harder, it would wash away the chalk marks. And we would be stuck here.
Piggy grabbed my shirt collar and we
skidded to a halt.
“Kyle,” he breathed out. “You have to take
Aaron and Liam back to our world. I’ll lead the Shambler away. If there is
another way out of this world, I am the only one who is going to be able find
it.”
I crouched there, my hands on my knee’s,
catching my breath, looking at piggy and digesting what he said. When I think
back on it, I perhaps should have said something nobler. Something like ‘No
Piggy, we are sticking together!’ Or perhaps I would suggest distracting the
Shambler while Piggy got the other boys away. I did neither. I was too scared.
All I said was:
“OK.”
Piggy gave me a single grim nod. He turned
around and faced the Shambler who had gotten appallingly close. Suddenly Piggy
darted down an alley. I could hear him yelling out as he ran.
“One! Two! Three! Four! Five!”
The Shambler took the bait. Instead of
going after us, it suddenly turned its massive bulk around and chased Piggy
down the alley. I turned around and raced after Aaron and Liam, who had never slowed
down for Piggy and I.
There is not much more to this tale. I had
caught up with the other two boys. Despite the drizzle falling, I could still
make out the numbers scrawled in chalk on the steps. I grabbed each of them by the
shoulders and they followed me as I made the sequence back. When we hit the
final step we landed back in our world in a blaze of sunlight and a chorus of
city sounds. We had made it home.
I never saw Piggy again. As far as I know,
no one did. The police took our wild statements and chalked it off to fear. No
other boys disappeared and the Shambler was never seen again. I sometimes
wonder if Piggy got away. Perhaps he had used his amazing skill to finally make
it out of that world. Perhaps he did not go to our world, perhaps he found a
way out, but it only led to another world. Perhaps the Shambler finally caught
up with him and he suffered the same fate David had.
Perhaps.
I still think about Piggy from time to
time. Sometimes I find myself walking down the sidewalk, and I will
unconsciously start counting off the number of steps I had taken under my
breath. When I realize what I am doing, I stop. I simply do not want to find
that missing step. I do not want to know where it leads.
I do not want to end up with Piggy
Pendlebury.